yes!

new tagboard is up!
:D
just got back home from airport, was mugging, yet not exactly mugging there. manage to sort of finish integration and application of integration. though only two chapters, but i feel kind of happy bout it.
like, at least i did something. maybe that's also the most work that i've sone so far?!

yes anyway, dont intend to let lots of peep know about this blog.
just those closer ones will do. yup. so dont tell anyone k?!
shhhhh! oh mine, i sounds like 5year old kid now.

was at t2 just now, his plane landed at 12.33 i think. actually dont really bother much, just so happen that i was on my way to the toilet when the tv start screening those plane that's about to land. only one plane comes back from china, so i reckon it's his. good thing is, it's in t1. maybe i sounds a little childish here, like, avoiding him or something? but no lah. not really avoid. just that after so much things happened, i find it hard to laugh and joke with him face-to-face like nothing happened at all. guess over the months i had enough of all these already. like, chatting to him like nothing's wrong and everything is as per normal when the night before something happened.

what bert says is right. live fot myself and not others. i shouldnt bother about whether he will start to be paranoid and send me weird msg asking how am i feeling or bother about what others think. afterall, this is my life.
but i also agreed that it's something i have to learn to overcome. after all we're still friends and stuff. yah, i will try to overcome it. but what i need now is time. i know myself that i aint really doing well these days. simply because i've sort of develope a phobia towards certain things.

anyway, just hope all will be well.
sleeping now.
tired!

yes!

new tagboard is up!
:D
just got back home from airport, was mugging, yet not exactly mugging there. manage to sort of finish integration and application of integration. though only two chapters, but i feel kind of happy bout it.
like, at least i did something. maybe that's also the most work that i've sone so far?!

yes anyway, dont intend to let lots of peep know about this blog.
just those closer ones will do. yup. so dont tell anyone k?!
shhhhh! oh mine, i sounds like 5year old kid now.

was at t2 just now, his plane landed at 12.33 i think. actually dont really bother much, just so happen that i was on my way to the toilet when the tv start screening those plane that's about to land. only one plane comes back from china, so i reckon it's his. good thing is, it's in t1. maybe i sounds a little childish here, like, avoiding him or something? but no lah. not really avoid. just that after so much things happened, i find it hard to laugh and joke with him face-to-face like nothing happened at all. guess over the months i had enough of all these already. like, chatting to him like nothing's wrong and everything is as per normal when the night before something happened.

what bert says is right. live fot myself and not others. i shouldnt bother about whether he will start to be paranoid and send me weird msg asking how am i feeling or bother about what others think. afterall, this is my life.
but i also agreed that it's something i have to learn to overcome. after all we're still friends and stuff. yah, i will try to overcome it. but what i need now is time. i know myself that i aint really doing well these days. simply because i've sort of develope a phobia towards certain things.

anyway, just hope all will be well.
sleeping now.
tired!