Complete and total adoration,My gift to you, my heart was yours.In ten weeks you shaped it, In one night you murdered it.Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,That first step that you took was the worst.Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,And I still have these memories,But we'll never see what we could have been.Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?Remember. cause that's all you can do.We'll never make another memory,We'll never make another memory.I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.This time I thought things were real.You said they were.What happened?You were a priority, Was I an option?I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,I'm sorry that wasn't enough.So, we'll go our own ways,And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,But I guess I've learned from it.But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?I don't consider this a mistake,I just wish the story didn't end this way.











my brain's dead today.
i did practically nothing because i cant think.
i cant seem to fall asleep even though i'm very tired.
i stay awake thinking bout what my mum said.
i think of all my friends.
continue tmr.

-dead



HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS

"Ohio Is For Lovers"


Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.

Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
Keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?


And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die
.Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
Spare me just three last words."I love you" is all she heard
.I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.[x2]


And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.You never stop until my final breath is gone.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
My final breath is gone (So I can fall asleep tonight)

And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
You know you do, you kill me well.You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

Complete and total adoration,My gift to you, my heart was yours.In ten weeks you shaped it, In one night you murdered it.Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,That first step that you took was the worst.Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,And I still have these memories,But we'll never see what we could have been.Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?Remember. cause that's all you can do.We'll never make another memory,We'll never make another memory.I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.This time I thought things were real.You said they were.What happened?You were a priority, Was I an option?I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,I'm sorry that wasn't enough.So, we'll go our own ways,And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,But I guess I've learned from it.But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?I don't consider this a mistake,I just wish the story didn't end this way.











my brain's dead today.
i did practically nothing because i cant think.
i cant seem to fall asleep even though i'm very tired.
i stay awake thinking bout what my mum said.
i think of all my friends.
continue tmr.

-dead



HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS

"Ohio Is For Lovers"


Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.

Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
Keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?


And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die
.Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
Spare me just three last words."I love you" is all she heard
.I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.[x2]


And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.You never stop until my final breath is gone.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
My final breath is gone (So I can fall asleep tonight)

And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
You know you do, you kill me well.You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.