at kw's house now.
the two J - Jer and Js are half a sleep i guess.
Kw *ehem-ing*
and me online-ing.
HAHA,
by right i should be enjoying the match since it's the first match. but somehow it feels a little weird.
dont really know why also.
hah!
maybe because it's a rainy day today that's why i'm feeling this way.
actually i dont know what is it that i want sometimes.
it's not counted by the quatity, but rather the quality.
kind of miss my sec-friends now.
hah, you know sometimes i wonder if i've moved on to a poly instead, what would have happened.
would the few of us be as close?
anyway, i'm glad to have them by my side.
this june seesms to be a ________ month.
we have people feeling over the moon.
and we have people feeling like they're sinking in the deep sea.
as for me.
i dont know.
or maybe i've gotten used to this feeling of emptiness.
i aint emo-ing now.
just feeling weird,
as though something's missing.
but i dont know what is it.
feels like i have some split personality or whatever you call it.
my entries in the day seems happy.
those at night are usually the dull and sad kind
-void
