friends are the ones who made the world go round.
r/s are the one that made the world crash down.
judging from all the numerous break-ups and quarrels i heard,
i conclude that the month of May isn't a good one afterall.
sometimes i wonder why normally the good guys dont get what they want while the bad guys get the girls they want.
the world is indeed unfair in certain ways.
gf-bf r/s is such a chore nowadays.
take a look at the blog around the world, it's a norm to see entries relating to this issue.
everyday, countless of people had themselves bruised.
emo-songs just goes on and on in one's playlist.
to these people, memories which they once held close to their heart became a chore to them.
every piece of music brings along something that let those thoughts of them wonder ; be it a sentence, a phrase or a word.
when they're down on your luck, the shuffle mode in their window media player/itunes just shuffle its way to their theme song. one that used to being so much laughter to the surrounding and smile on the face, yet now, all that was left is nothing but a swollen eyes, wet cheek.
sometimes, memories are redundant.
why people have to live in others shoe.
and why do everyone have regrets ; be it big or small.
you may be thinking why i'm typing out all these silly thoughts of mine.
just put it as, i'm still very tramatized by what this person was telling me a moment ago.
i dont know if it's the trend now that -nonsenses- like that happened in r/s.
every now and then you hear cases of such. like, wtf?!
life's so unpredictable nowadays.
was telling pau the other day, if one day i were to just disppear from mortal world,
the thing that i cant bear to part with is my family, mum especially and my friends out there.
though life's full of ups and downs and i somehow feels that my life is more to the downside for the past 18 years, but i think my life have been a rather exciting one.
i get my share of freedom which many dont have.
i've tried quite a number of things quite afew of my peers didnt.
i've been trying to live life with minimal regrets.
maybe to date the worst regret is still the one that's bothering me all these while.
hah, come to think of it, regret's maybe another redundant thing also. it's just something that some sort of taught us a lesson or what. but the fact is, no matter what lesson we learnt out of it, there're bound to be this scar somewhere, somehow.
just like, you're cycling along a park and this poseur-side of you tries to be funny and do some stupid 'stunts' but ended up with a scar on some part of the body. whenever you look at the scar, you're reminded of the stupid thing you did that time to deserve this scar. you regret about this and that.
however, the fact lies there, all these regrets can only serve as maybe a lesson learnt or what. still, no matter what, the scar aint gonna go away or worse still, you'd prolly give up cycling forever. (just like me.)
haha, but i aint that poseur who tries to do stunts in park. i'm just unlucky to have my leg stucked in the bicycle chain when i'm very-very-young.
or maybe, i'm in -redundant-mode- now,
so everything's so redundant to me.
sometimes i start to wonder what's my worth and what others see me as.
then again, wont i contridict myself again? so much so for the 'live for myself and not others' thing.
oh well.
ironic found its best friend called contridict.
and believe it anot.
i'm still in my semi-school-uniform.
hah! i stayed back in school cause i'm meeting some friend for lunch cum dinner.
slack in canteen and talked to those who stayed behind for drama.
actually i'm a little impressed by this classmate of mine. all along i know he's one knowlegable chap. what he said today made the knowledgable side of him 'more knowledgable'
hah.
i wanted to go to changi airport to study!
one week's gone like that and i did nothing, but when i turned my head and look at the clock, i discoverd the harsh reality - the bus to airport had long-left the bus-stop at this hour.
bathing time.
luckily mum's asleep, or else she'll start saying she's prolly very lazy when i'm still inside her stomach. so, i ended up so-superly-lazy.
or, she'll start being sarcastic and tell me stuff like she's very optimistic bout the future cause her daughter studied till past mid-night (cause i'm still in school uniform) and she'll prolly have the chance to see me in harvard university.
PENG!
think this is the song the knowledgable chap intro me.
but i cant find the song online.
anyone has it?!
SUGAR RAY - WHEN IT'S OVER
when it's over
That's the time i fall in love again
And when it's over
That's the time you're in my heart again
And it never ends
All the things that i used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that i used to know
Have gone out the window
All the things that she used to bring
All the songs she used to sing
All the favorite tv shows
Have gone out the window
I'm missing you
I never knew how much she'd loved me
I'm missing you
I never knew how much you meant to me
I need you and when you go go go go
I know, it never ends, never ends
All the things that i used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that i used to know
Have gone out the window
All the things that she used to bring
All the songs she used to sing
All the favorite tv shows
Have gone out the window
When it's over
Can i still come over
In the middle of the night
When it's over
Is it really over
Or are you coming back this time, this time, this time
All the things that i used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that i used to know
Have gone out the window
All the things that she used to bring
All the songs she used to sing
All the favorite tv shows
Have gone out the window
All the things that i used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that i used to know
Have gone out the window
All the things that she used to bring
All the songs she used to sing
All the favorite tv shows
Have gone out the window
how come window media player shuffle its way to some 5566 songs?!
SINCE WHEN I HAVE 5566 SONGS INSIDE THE COM!
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HAHAHAHA!
SIAO DING DONG! HO HO HO!
