went to bugis to pray today.
after that, went to cut my hair.

kind of stupid actually, didnt know if i'm just pms-ing or what, just hope i'm not.
i went into the shop, sit down and asked the hairdresser if i;m suitable for short hair. he take a look and told me i'm not suitable for short hair at all becasue i have frizzy hair. if i really want the kind of very short hair, i have to use lots of wax which will in turn damage my hair.

me : cut till below ear can?
him: but your hair rebonded, if cut that short, cannot tie and will be very pong.
me: okay, then cut the shortest you can without my hair being very pong and i can tie up my hair.
him: your hair so long now, if cut that way means more than half gone, you sure? think bout it
me: okay. just cut.
him; ok uh, (took the scissors in his hand) i cut two inch first, wnt back out can still do sth
me: dont need just cut.


and yes. that's how my quite-a-few-inch below bra hair fell to the ground.

quite kuku-dramatic actually.
maybe i just want the part of hair that's around when we're still tgt to be completely snapped off. hahah, sounds sp drama-ma-ma right. i think maybe because alittle too emo just now already. but i think i wont regret cutting la.

for now, hair dont seems that PONG but i'm afraid after a few wash, it'll be really fluffy and if that happens, i dont know how. i dont want to go back to my lower sec days with my pony tail bigger than my head because it's fluffy.


after the hairut, it's raining so kuku-malu heavy and initially i wnt to take train, but train station so far away, so took bus instead.
that's a wrong move.

you know something, ever since we're over.
i cant remenber when is the time when i took 980, i feel emotionless.
i dont remenber when is the time my vision wont be blurred by the bottled up feelings inside.
maybe the only time is when i'm really very tried and sleep through the bus ride.



after that when i got home, went down to meet them.
gonna be the last time since he's leaving for ns in a few days time. maybe i sounds like making such a hoo-ha outta everything. like, every guy in spore gonna serve ns and stuff. but he's going to lck. hear from many that mono-intake gonna be tough. friends even asked me to wish whoever's going in good luck. i know he very much want to fight the battle of As alongside with his best friend. but he cant. and all the little things here and there adds up to his sorrow.
i was blog hopping a while ago and i saw his blog! maybe you call that a personal one. though they'r only a few entries and the last one was in march, i really feel sad reading it.

though we're no longer strangers like what we were, but some things just aint gonna change. no matter what, there's gonna be this divider or whatever you call it. he aint taking it easy. i aint taking it easy.

i know i shouldnt reminisce about the past, even if i did, it aint gonna be the current him but the old him.


but you know things just gets so _________________.


like what p. says, sometimes i hate the sch, cus they screwed up so many people's life, though they're not fully held responsible because you reap what you sow. but just short of a mere few marks. why cant they just close an eye. afterall since they chose to enter jc, their ultimate aim is to get into uni of course. i dont like the school system at all. what's nice about the school is it's people and some of the teachers inside. that banner that was put up outside the school is one's that gotten through the killing of hundres-plus-retainees when we're in year one.


it gets frustrating when you see things like that and you cant change. i'm gonna study hard and hopefully if possible, do sth to change everything so that more people wont be killed inside. i know it sounds impssible. i'm not a saint or some nobleman but i'd at least give it a try.


it's getting late/early?
4plus and i'm still busy blogging when i've school the next day.




so i gonna turn in now and be sure i attend school tmr.
and ya, thanks himbo teng! he called me at the right time. just now on my way home, i'm walking towards this guy and he gave me a shock! he put his hand into his underwear and i dont know what is he doing. GROSS!



p.emobug.
cheer up! emobugnomore.!
(:




relient K - be my escape.
i remenber this song. it's playing just now and it brings along the feeling that i felt last aug. hah! but anyway, the lyrics for this song's meaningful.
'i've been locked inside the house, where you hold the key'
yah. thanks b. for sending it to all of us.
(:

went to bugis to pray today.
after that, went to cut my hair.

kind of stupid actually, didnt know if i'm just pms-ing or what, just hope i'm not.
i went into the shop, sit down and asked the hairdresser if i;m suitable for short hair. he take a look and told me i'm not suitable for short hair at all becasue i have frizzy hair. if i really want the kind of very short hair, i have to use lots of wax which will in turn damage my hair.

me : cut till below ear can?
him: but your hair rebonded, if cut that short, cannot tie and will be very pong.
me: okay, then cut the shortest you can without my hair being very pong and i can tie up my hair.
him: your hair so long now, if cut that way means more than half gone, you sure? think bout it
me: okay. just cut.
him; ok uh, (took the scissors in his hand) i cut two inch first, wnt back out can still do sth
me: dont need just cut.


and yes. that's how my quite-a-few-inch below bra hair fell to the ground.

quite kuku-dramatic actually.
maybe i just want the part of hair that's around when we're still tgt to be completely snapped off. hahah, sounds sp drama-ma-ma right. i think maybe because alittle too emo just now already. but i think i wont regret cutting la.

for now, hair dont seems that PONG but i'm afraid after a few wash, it'll be really fluffy and if that happens, i dont know how. i dont want to go back to my lower sec days with my pony tail bigger than my head because it's fluffy.


after the hairut, it's raining so kuku-malu heavy and initially i wnt to take train, but train station so far away, so took bus instead.
that's a wrong move.

you know something, ever since we're over.
i cant remenber when is the time when i took 980, i feel emotionless.
i dont remenber when is the time my vision wont be blurred by the bottled up feelings inside.
maybe the only time is when i'm really very tried and sleep through the bus ride.



after that when i got home, went down to meet them.
gonna be the last time since he's leaving for ns in a few days time. maybe i sounds like making such a hoo-ha outta everything. like, every guy in spore gonna serve ns and stuff. but he's going to lck. hear from many that mono-intake gonna be tough. friends even asked me to wish whoever's going in good luck. i know he very much want to fight the battle of As alongside with his best friend. but he cant. and all the little things here and there adds up to his sorrow.
i was blog hopping a while ago and i saw his blog! maybe you call that a personal one. though they'r only a few entries and the last one was in march, i really feel sad reading it.

though we're no longer strangers like what we were, but some things just aint gonna change. no matter what, there's gonna be this divider or whatever you call it. he aint taking it easy. i aint taking it easy.

i know i shouldnt reminisce about the past, even if i did, it aint gonna be the current him but the old him.


but you know things just gets so _________________.


like what p. says, sometimes i hate the sch, cus they screwed up so many people's life, though they're not fully held responsible because you reap what you sow. but just short of a mere few marks. why cant they just close an eye. afterall since they chose to enter jc, their ultimate aim is to get into uni of course. i dont like the school system at all. what's nice about the school is it's people and some of the teachers inside. that banner that was put up outside the school is one's that gotten through the killing of hundres-plus-retainees when we're in year one.


it gets frustrating when you see things like that and you cant change. i'm gonna study hard and hopefully if possible, do sth to change everything so that more people wont be killed inside. i know it sounds impssible. i'm not a saint or some nobleman but i'd at least give it a try.


it's getting late/early?
4plus and i'm still busy blogging when i've school the next day.




so i gonna turn in now and be sure i attend school tmr.
and ya, thanks himbo teng! he called me at the right time. just now on my way home, i'm walking towards this guy and he gave me a shock! he put his hand into his underwear and i dont know what is he doing. GROSS!



p.emobug.
cheer up! emobugnomore.!
(:




relient K - be my escape.
i remenber this song. it's playing just now and it brings along the feeling that i felt last aug. hah! but anyway, the lyrics for this song's meaningful.
'i've been locked inside the house, where you hold the key'
yah. thanks b. for sending it to all of us.
(: