haha, come to think of it,
it's really kind of cock lah. seriously im not stressed up because of school work and stuff.
maybe not entirely not stressed up over it, but mainly is because of some other things, or maybe someone nah.

now at pau pau's house.
suppose to study, but my motivation only last for 1hr.
now i'm nua-ing away while pau pau who's suppose to be studying marketing is soundly asleep. but aiyah, she didnt snore lah.



happy that liverpool won chelsea, that sickening chelsea is really sickening to the extent that i feel like slapping that ,murihino(dunno how to spell) face. he says that in the title chase, he dont see liverpool as a threat AT ALL blah blah blah.
see lah, now liverpool win your team already
i'll see what you have got to say.
HAHAHA


yufu must be watching his teh-nis now

and i suppose the rest of the world is soundly asleep.
messenger got less than 20people online now and those who's online is actually away.
so here i am. kind of bored. end up talking to blog. so cock right. hahahah. bet sq's blog is the blog with the most updates. cause she talks to the blog often.


talking bout school work.
im really very scared you know. cause my mum was saying if i touch wood, cant make it, i have to go to work and earn my own school fees and stuff. that's going to be so horrible!
so i've to get into uni at all cost. really is the kind dont care 3-7-21 (san, qi, er shi yi)

get into uni comes another horrible thing.
the school fee part. my sister was just telling me how much she has to pay per month because of the loan she took from government. kind of scary. if she choose to take her own sweet time to return the money in 10years, she has to pay an additional 10k due to interest. if she choose to return it in 5years time, she has to slog like a cow a month, which means she has to maybe teach tuition while working.


but that's like HUH! HOW TO TEACH TUITION?
engineer dont work from 9 to 5 everyday. think if she really teach tuition and work at the same time, she'll be as thin as a bamboo or as fat as king kong after a few months.



but then, haiyah! bo pian.
she's also not the only one going through it.
so many people undergoing the same thing also. i have to look on the bright side as well.
(:


my bro's leaving for beijing soon.
some peace at home and also time for my lungs to breathe in some healthy oxygen everyday.
he was telling me he might be going over to beijing to work for two years. so i tell him to faster go. HAHAHA. i know it sounds heartless for me to say that, sounds like i want to chase him away or what. but NO LAH! he's my brother afterall. though i ALWAYS scold him in my blog (cant do it in real life because he's 183 ): too tall for me to scold). but i still care for him one. last time when he first went into tekong, i get very happy when he calls back home.
he's turning 26 next year. so he'd better do something bombastic now to make sure he survive in a place like Spore next time. for godness sake, he only has an O level cert and got expelled from nyp. with O level cert i dont think there's anything he can do in Spore. though he's a self-proclaimed sound engineer and he sells insurance, but he ALWAYS in deficit. to the extent that he's blacklisted by m1 or is it starhub? like that how can right?! he needs to set up a family in the future. cant expect my mum to buy milk powder for his son or my sis and me to wash the baby's butt right?

and opportunites dont come often. china is one of the country with highest economic growth now.
so maybe he go there. he'll strike it rich and come back to Spore to start some business or what.
heh. just dont come back with a china girl. or else my sister will prolly kill him, my mum will maybe cut off all ties from him and i'll er, i dont know? hahahha! my family is well-known for being anti-china. but the irony thing is, all of us originated from china (indirectly). so we have to yin shui shi yan! HAA.





actually sometimes, i feel that there're tons of nice guys around.
and i sereiously mean they're very nice. yet this side of you just wants the one that dont treat you as nice. nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai. but hmmm. he's not a bad guy actually. he's one nice guy, a very nice friend blah blah blah. but just ____________.
aiyah. dont know also. it's always the case of kou shi xin fei. you say something but inside it's a different thing. always treat it like it no longer matters much to you. but when night falls and you're alone facing the ceiling the walls or even sometimes when you're facing the toilet bowl, that grin of him came to your mind. then you'll start asking yourself, haiyo what the *beep* you're doing, bah bah bah.
seriously at times, i wonder if i've really let go of everything
maybe it's like the case of leonard, actually have le go long ago, but got too used to it, so when you actually let go, you aint even aware of that.


maybe i've really let go.
but because i once had him and both of us __________________________________. so, it's harder.
afterall, there're bound to have this soft spot for him (not G spot) and more often than not, things about him affects you quite alot. so that explains my lousy mood today.

but yah, i'm not too sure of that as well.
maybe that's what i feel at this point of time oly. scally tmr my mood lousy again.


at times, you'll tell yourself, wahhhhh this particular guy so nice. if only he's my bf bah bah bah.
then i'll start to tell myself, sq pls lah. wake up! look at urself, he wont be interested in you at all.
and so, i'll stop thinking bout it.


maybe that explains why for the past one year plus, i've only a crush on one person. it only last for 2 or 3 days ):
i think i've got low self-esteem. booohooohooo )':
but uh, this person is really a nice person. can really click with him etc etc. HAHAHAHA if 2years later he'll still single. im going to pounce on him. omg i sounds like a desperado
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
BUT HE"LL NEVER LIKE ME ONE. ))))))))))))):
ahahhah, i feel like a 12year old kid here. LOL



eh eh eh
actually i think im still considered as one who dont have a bf before.
cause we went underground that time. it's after we broke up, then things went on-ground.
ahahh, on ground, under ground. maybe we should hav some groundnut.
okay.


so I DONT CARE

IM SINGLE FOR THE PAST 18PLUS YEARS.



TRI-LA-LA



i realise i've been talking to myself for an hour.
kind of shen jing bin

so to my faithful readers
you can dont read this entry
because it's just me talking to myself.

HOW DUMB




alrght.
i gonna wait for pau pau to wake up and accompany her to eat her very-nice-fish-head-bee-hoon in khatib
but of course not she cook one lah.





OOOOOOPS

haha, come to think of it,
it's really kind of cock lah. seriously im not stressed up because of school work and stuff.
maybe not entirely not stressed up over it, but mainly is because of some other things, or maybe someone nah.

now at pau pau's house.
suppose to study, but my motivation only last for 1hr.
now i'm nua-ing away while pau pau who's suppose to be studying marketing is soundly asleep. but aiyah, she didnt snore lah.



happy that liverpool won chelsea, that sickening chelsea is really sickening to the extent that i feel like slapping that ,murihino(dunno how to spell) face. he says that in the title chase, he dont see liverpool as a threat AT ALL blah blah blah.
see lah, now liverpool win your team already
i'll see what you have got to say.
HAHAHA


yufu must be watching his teh-nis now

and i suppose the rest of the world is soundly asleep.
messenger got less than 20people online now and those who's online is actually away.
so here i am. kind of bored. end up talking to blog. so cock right. hahahah. bet sq's blog is the blog with the most updates. cause she talks to the blog often.


talking bout school work.
im really very scared you know. cause my mum was saying if i touch wood, cant make it, i have to go to work and earn my own school fees and stuff. that's going to be so horrible!
so i've to get into uni at all cost. really is the kind dont care 3-7-21 (san, qi, er shi yi)

get into uni comes another horrible thing.
the school fee part. my sister was just telling me how much she has to pay per month because of the loan she took from government. kind of scary. if she choose to take her own sweet time to return the money in 10years, she has to pay an additional 10k due to interest. if she choose to return it in 5years time, she has to slog like a cow a month, which means she has to maybe teach tuition while working.


but that's like HUH! HOW TO TEACH TUITION?
engineer dont work from 9 to 5 everyday. think if she really teach tuition and work at the same time, she'll be as thin as a bamboo or as fat as king kong after a few months.



but then, haiyah! bo pian.
she's also not the only one going through it.
so many people undergoing the same thing also. i have to look on the bright side as well.
(:


my bro's leaving for beijing soon.
some peace at home and also time for my lungs to breathe in some healthy oxygen everyday.
he was telling me he might be going over to beijing to work for two years. so i tell him to faster go. HAHAHA. i know it sounds heartless for me to say that, sounds like i want to chase him away or what. but NO LAH! he's my brother afterall. though i ALWAYS scold him in my blog (cant do it in real life because he's 183 ): too tall for me to scold). but i still care for him one. last time when he first went into tekong, i get very happy when he calls back home.
he's turning 26 next year. so he'd better do something bombastic now to make sure he survive in a place like Spore next time. for godness sake, he only has an O level cert and got expelled from nyp. with O level cert i dont think there's anything he can do in Spore. though he's a self-proclaimed sound engineer and he sells insurance, but he ALWAYS in deficit. to the extent that he's blacklisted by m1 or is it starhub? like that how can right?! he needs to set up a family in the future. cant expect my mum to buy milk powder for his son or my sis and me to wash the baby's butt right?

and opportunites dont come often. china is one of the country with highest economic growth now.
so maybe he go there. he'll strike it rich and come back to Spore to start some business or what.
heh. just dont come back with a china girl. or else my sister will prolly kill him, my mum will maybe cut off all ties from him and i'll er, i dont know? hahahha! my family is well-known for being anti-china. but the irony thing is, all of us originated from china (indirectly). so we have to yin shui shi yan! HAA.





actually sometimes, i feel that there're tons of nice guys around.
and i sereiously mean they're very nice. yet this side of you just wants the one that dont treat you as nice. nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai. but hmmm. he's not a bad guy actually. he's one nice guy, a very nice friend blah blah blah. but just ____________.
aiyah. dont know also. it's always the case of kou shi xin fei. you say something but inside it's a different thing. always treat it like it no longer matters much to you. but when night falls and you're alone facing the ceiling the walls or even sometimes when you're facing the toilet bowl, that grin of him came to your mind. then you'll start asking yourself, haiyo what the *beep* you're doing, bah bah bah.
seriously at times, i wonder if i've really let go of everything
maybe it's like the case of leonard, actually have le go long ago, but got too used to it, so when you actually let go, you aint even aware of that.


maybe i've really let go.
but because i once had him and both of us __________________________________. so, it's harder.
afterall, there're bound to have this soft spot for him (not G spot) and more often than not, things about him affects you quite alot. so that explains my lousy mood today.

but yah, i'm not too sure of that as well.
maybe that's what i feel at this point of time oly. scally tmr my mood lousy again.


at times, you'll tell yourself, wahhhhh this particular guy so nice. if only he's my bf bah bah bah.
then i'll start to tell myself, sq pls lah. wake up! look at urself, he wont be interested in you at all.
and so, i'll stop thinking bout it.


maybe that explains why for the past one year plus, i've only a crush on one person. it only last for 2 or 3 days ):
i think i've got low self-esteem. booohooohooo )':
but uh, this person is really a nice person. can really click with him etc etc. HAHAHAHA if 2years later he'll still single. im going to pounce on him. omg i sounds like a desperado
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
BUT HE"LL NEVER LIKE ME ONE. ))))))))))))):
ahahhah, i feel like a 12year old kid here. LOL



eh eh eh
actually i think im still considered as one who dont have a bf before.
cause we went underground that time. it's after we broke up, then things went on-ground.
ahahh, on ground, under ground. maybe we should hav some groundnut.
okay.


so I DONT CARE

IM SINGLE FOR THE PAST 18PLUS YEARS.



TRI-LA-LA



i realise i've been talking to myself for an hour.
kind of shen jing bin

so to my faithful readers
you can dont read this entry
because it's just me talking to myself.

HOW DUMB




alrght.
i gonna wait for pau pau to wake up and accompany her to eat her very-nice-fish-head-bee-hoon in khatib
but of course not she cook one lah.





OOOOOOPS