kind of irritating at times.
ha, was looking at strait times yesterday and i happen to see the horoscope section in Life.
was reading bout libra, said something like believing in holding on tightly is good or what, but something will come along and make you realise letting go is the only way to start afresh.

HA.
i cant believe that that sentence actually bothers me for quite some time.
is like, usually i dont bother bout all these, to the extent that i dont even read it.
it just so happens that im back from airport and was waiting for my hair to dry before i took the dive onto bed. so while waiting, i went to read.

ARGG.

how wu liao can i get sometimes.


oh yah.
the white psp is so nice! or is it not?
maybe it's because i have a thing for white since ....... a long time ago?!

been quite sometime.
quite sometimes since i saw that white lancer and my buddy.
ha! prolly will get to see him in dec? but over here in spore instead of aust.



my eye's twitching like dont know what.
sometimes on the left and sometimes on the right.
maybe i'm overly superticious (is that how you spell that word? doesnt look like it's right).
keep feeling something bad and good might happen or what.

so shitty right!
really you know, problems arise not because of what but yourself.
hai!


here i goes again.
depression sets in again.

the usual line, MY FUTURE SEEMS SO BLEAK.

i know if i didnt make it, thats not the end of the world, but you know, the feeling of having your fellow peers in uni while you're outside working and earning money for your next education journey is kind of terrifying.


and that brother of mine can really piss me off till like, i dont know what sometimes.
why cant he be more sensible.

not like im very sensible or what.
i think im still very childish and naive in my thinking at times, but really you know. the thingS he did can really make the volcano erupt.
mum gonna have her operation one day after my As end. and seeing the way he handle things now really make me wonder is he going to live off my mum forever? really cant stand it you know. even at this point of time when im not bringing in income for the family, i'm already so pissed by the way he gamble, smoke spent on unnecessary things when he dont have the money, in the end, it's always back to the same thing. he'll borrow here and there. in short, everything he does affect me! i cant imagine what it'll be like after As when i have to bring income back for the family. pay utilities bills pay this pay that. really you know. the thought of it is scary.


if given a chance, i would rather As dont come. just stay at this point of time.


but back to reality. it's just the same old thing again.
- if only-

i never like this word.
cause i dont believe in if only since a long time ago.


at this point of time, i really understand the meaning of li bu cong xin (what pau always say)
mentally you WANT to do it.
but physically. it's so tough.




alright.
i gonna go CHIONG now.
past week dont feels like a xiong week for me.
so that means im not on the right track.

i've got people telling me they dont feel like studying anymore. but for my case is, i dont feel like relaxing.

HAIIII!
?!



FACADE!
the word i've been using recently

yes. it's pronounce as -fur-saad- by the way.
(instead of fa-cade or zm's fa-ca-de) fa-ca-de? might as well say fernando.!
HA


my sis told me that. so i suppose it's right.







wen slimed down by 7kg?!
wah. luckily the haze got better, or else i cant see her.
or maybe she dont need umbrella anymore? ha. she can seep through the raindrops.
hmmm.





-just another depressed entry.

kind of irritating at times.
ha, was looking at strait times yesterday and i happen to see the horoscope section in Life.
was reading bout libra, said something like believing in holding on tightly is good or what, but something will come along and make you realise letting go is the only way to start afresh.

HA.
i cant believe that that sentence actually bothers me for quite some time.
is like, usually i dont bother bout all these, to the extent that i dont even read it.
it just so happens that im back from airport and was waiting for my hair to dry before i took the dive onto bed. so while waiting, i went to read.

ARGG.

how wu liao can i get sometimes.


oh yah.
the white psp is so nice! or is it not?
maybe it's because i have a thing for white since ....... a long time ago?!

been quite sometime.
quite sometimes since i saw that white lancer and my buddy.
ha! prolly will get to see him in dec? but over here in spore instead of aust.



my eye's twitching like dont know what.
sometimes on the left and sometimes on the right.
maybe i'm overly superticious (is that how you spell that word? doesnt look like it's right).
keep feeling something bad and good might happen or what.

so shitty right!
really you know, problems arise not because of what but yourself.
hai!


here i goes again.
depression sets in again.

the usual line, MY FUTURE SEEMS SO BLEAK.

i know if i didnt make it, thats not the end of the world, but you know, the feeling of having your fellow peers in uni while you're outside working and earning money for your next education journey is kind of terrifying.


and that brother of mine can really piss me off till like, i dont know what sometimes.
why cant he be more sensible.

not like im very sensible or what.
i think im still very childish and naive in my thinking at times, but really you know. the thingS he did can really make the volcano erupt.
mum gonna have her operation one day after my As end. and seeing the way he handle things now really make me wonder is he going to live off my mum forever? really cant stand it you know. even at this point of time when im not bringing in income for the family, i'm already so pissed by the way he gamble, smoke spent on unnecessary things when he dont have the money, in the end, it's always back to the same thing. he'll borrow here and there. in short, everything he does affect me! i cant imagine what it'll be like after As when i have to bring income back for the family. pay utilities bills pay this pay that. really you know. the thought of it is scary.


if given a chance, i would rather As dont come. just stay at this point of time.


but back to reality. it's just the same old thing again.
- if only-

i never like this word.
cause i dont believe in if only since a long time ago.


at this point of time, i really understand the meaning of li bu cong xin (what pau always say)
mentally you WANT to do it.
but physically. it's so tough.




alright.
i gonna go CHIONG now.
past week dont feels like a xiong week for me.
so that means im not on the right track.

i've got people telling me they dont feel like studying anymore. but for my case is, i dont feel like relaxing.

HAIIII!
?!



FACADE!
the word i've been using recently

yes. it's pronounce as -fur-saad- by the way.
(instead of fa-cade or zm's fa-ca-de) fa-ca-de? might as well say fernando.!
HA


my sis told me that. so i suppose it's right.







wen slimed down by 7kg?!
wah. luckily the haze got better, or else i cant see her.
or maybe she dont need umbrella anymore? ha. she can seep through the raindrops.
hmmm.





-just another depressed entry.