i saw him on friday.
with that carrick hairstyle, berms, usual sling bag and some white top.

i was REALLY HAPPY when i saw him.
in the first place didnt even know he was there till kw told me.


i know it'll lead to no where.
over is over.
yes, forget it and move on. i told myself this almost everyday.
but boy, if that's so easy, i will not be at where i am today.

kind of scary to realise we've drifted.
i'm like watching some repeat telecast of some shows that took place last december.
you know, it's the same kind of feeling i felt last december.


sometimes fuck is really the word to use you know.
guess it's just not my day today.


and fuck!
why am i always so paranoid.
think i gonna stone the whole day tomorrow.
i hate this kind of feeling.
this question mark is going to follow me throughout the day i suppose.






yah,
i want to change blog add soon.
once my connection is back

i saw him on friday.
with that carrick hairstyle, berms, usual sling bag and some white top.

i was REALLY HAPPY when i saw him.
in the first place didnt even know he was there till kw told me.


i know it'll lead to no where.
over is over.
yes, forget it and move on. i told myself this almost everyday.
but boy, if that's so easy, i will not be at where i am today.

kind of scary to realise we've drifted.
i'm like watching some repeat telecast of some shows that took place last december.
you know, it's the same kind of feeling i felt last december.


sometimes fuck is really the word to use you know.
guess it's just not my day today.


and fuck!
why am i always so paranoid.
think i gonna stone the whole day tomorrow.
i hate this kind of feeling.
this question mark is going to follow me throughout the day i suppose.






yah,
i want to change blog add soon.
once my connection is back