so that boy is in india now doing all the military stuff.sunday was supposed to be a sent-off for him but i missed it cause i took a short afternoon nap and overslept.partly also because this side of me dont wish to see him.


few weeks back we met up.think it's 6th of this month. met up to get back the long-forgotten tokyo drift disc.we talked quite a bit and prolly walked a quarter of amk just to get to the bus-stop that's just opposite.


you know. it's really a great feeling to rest your head on that someone's shoulder.prolly better than orgasm thought i didnt experienced one before. HAA
but some crap stuff happened in between and ruin this perfect setting.tolf him straight that im tired of being a fling in his eyes for the past three years.
sometimes i really dont know what is he up to.why hold my hands and showed me all those gestures, afterwhich sent me a msg to tell me you cant give me what i want and disappear without a trace.

cant give me what i want?
but do you really know what i really want?
nvm bout it.


i concluded that i'm really stupid when it comes to a thing like this.i guess most girls are.hah, i am not the only one. hmm.

so that boy is in india now doing all the military stuff.sunday was supposed to be a sent-off for him but i missed it cause i took a short afternoon nap and overslept.partly also because this side of me dont wish to see him.


few weeks back we met up.think it's 6th of this month. met up to get back the long-forgotten tokyo drift disc.we talked quite a bit and prolly walked a quarter of amk just to get to the bus-stop that's just opposite.


you know. it's really a great feeling to rest your head on that someone's shoulder.prolly better than orgasm thought i didnt experienced one before. HAA
but some crap stuff happened in between and ruin this perfect setting.tolf him straight that im tired of being a fling in his eyes for the past three years.
sometimes i really dont know what is he up to.why hold my hands and showed me all those gestures, afterwhich sent me a msg to tell me you cant give me what i want and disappear without a trace.

cant give me what i want?
but do you really know what i really want?
nvm bout it.


i concluded that i'm really stupid when it comes to a thing like this.i guess most girls are.hah, i am not the only one. hmm.