Hello!

i'm back again.
this time for good i supposed.
:D

didnt update for weeks, hah, guess i'm busier now as compared to the before- As period. at least during that period, i update alot more as compared to now. hmm, maybe that's the reason why i screwed up that damn As.

thanks for thsoe consolation messages and concerns. :D
i really apprecaite it ALOT!

actually i dont know what am i thinking, cause it's like when i first got my results, my first thought was 'wtf!' hah, i admit i did cried when i saw it. cause i didnt expect myself to do so badly for econs, which i thought i could scrape through to a B and also becasue i know my mum will be so disappointed in me. but after a while, i'm fine and even went ahead to town with the rest for some fishandco cum movie sessions.

hah, after which, the thought of screwing up my As didnt appear till ytd.
alexlim called me and asked me what course i intend to take etc. it's until that point of time that i realise, OH SHIT, I'M IN DEEP SHIT.

haa.

thinking back, the bitterness didnt come attacking me during important times like this when i'm supposed to stab myself hard for screwing this paper, which is thought to be one that's plays a big role in determining your future.


yet, this bitter feeling came attacking me whenever i thought of things that i should-have-stopped-bothering.
serious you know, everytime when the past came back to haunt me, i never fail to have this aching feeling in the heart and the bitter feeling in your nose that seems to trigger the tear duct.

haiii!

anyway, i'[m really HOPING that i can get into ntu.
i want to stay in hostel and be in the same school as the rest of them!
and at the very least, make my mum happy. cause i know she really hopes to see me in ntu.


):

Hello!

i'm back again.
this time for good i supposed.
:D

didnt update for weeks, hah, guess i'm busier now as compared to the before- As period. at least during that period, i update alot more as compared to now. hmm, maybe that's the reason why i screwed up that damn As.

thanks for thsoe consolation messages and concerns. :D
i really apprecaite it ALOT!

actually i dont know what am i thinking, cause it's like when i first got my results, my first thought was 'wtf!' hah, i admit i did cried when i saw it. cause i didnt expect myself to do so badly for econs, which i thought i could scrape through to a B and also becasue i know my mum will be so disappointed in me. but after a while, i'm fine and even went ahead to town with the rest for some fishandco cum movie sessions.

hah, after which, the thought of screwing up my As didnt appear till ytd.
alexlim called me and asked me what course i intend to take etc. it's until that point of time that i realise, OH SHIT, I'M IN DEEP SHIT.

haa.

thinking back, the bitterness didnt come attacking me during important times like this when i'm supposed to stab myself hard for screwing this paper, which is thought to be one that's plays a big role in determining your future.


yet, this bitter feeling came attacking me whenever i thought of things that i should-have-stopped-bothering.
serious you know, everytime when the past came back to haunt me, i never fail to have this aching feeling in the heart and the bitter feeling in your nose that seems to trigger the tear duct.

haiii!

anyway, i'[m really HOPING that i can get into ntu.
i want to stay in hostel and be in the same school as the rest of them!
and at the very least, make my mum happy. cause i know she really hopes to see me in ntu.


):