oh well.
today, or rather yesterday started off with a bad note cause i was late for work!
anyway, the remaining portion gonna be a plain old boring entry bout what actually happened today. so read if you're feeling bored. or else, i reckon it is going to torture your eyes.
anyway, i'm late for 30mins! thought of chionging down by cab (again). but come to think of it, it is really super not worth it cause take cab = use up 2h plus of my pay.
past few days been a gloomy and routine life for me. so when karwei came over to look for me, i was kind of happy. that kind of feeling like meeting up with a old friend or something. afterwhich was chionging all the way till 7pm. dread this kind of feeling. prolly cause i slept only 4h plus the day before. so tend to be kinda cranky. ):
head for town afterwhich to get my dosage of micho ho ho ho.
sq and micho feels rich (initially), so we head for dinner at ding tai fung.
after that, we decide to head for somewhere else to sit down and talk cock. really thanks to the girl for putting up with my indecisive-ness. because i got this craving for lime sherbet and alittle want to go to nydc (mic: shhhhhh)end up, we walked to and fro to decide which one to choose. mic was complaining cause she's carrying her heavy laptop and books around town. (but in the end i got help her take okay! HAHA) lime sherbet won in the end, so we decide to head back to crown prince. who knows, the queue is SIAO! it's literally like queuing up for hello kitty or something. and the queue is sort of obstructing the passerby's way.
so, being always-very-smart, sq sms-ed mr tallie-withdontknowwhysogoodcomplexion- to ask if he can get us in using underhand methods. but sadly, the reply didnt came till we finished our food in nydc. hah. cause tallie didnt saw the msg till then (he proclaims. HAHAHAHA). but aiyaaaaaaaah! nvm la, lao peng you alr. nvm la.
after our nydc trip, random thoughts of clubbing came and we're deciding whether to head for
zouk/mos/partyworld (not club but one of our option)
i'm kinda keen on the zouk part, but as you know, miss girlnextdoor over here dont clubs and i'm still kinda tramuatized by the asshole who attack me from behind by putting his hands into my top in mos the other time. WTF! anyway, i know this is part and parcel of clubbing, but it really feels like WTF! maybe because im a conserative girl lah. heh. :D
so we party-worlded till 4am and realised that we're super poor now.
cause that partyworld cost 70bucks for 3hours of singing.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
oh well.
i'm going to draw up a chart and start counting down to next month. (cause it's pay-day)
and i've this urge to cab back after that cause i'm so ultra-duper-SHAG! i bet having sex is not as tiring as this. hah, but, hmm, im conservative, so i've never tried before anyway.
yah, back to being thrifty, we took night-rider back instead (unlike rich-tallie who enjoys the comfort of cabbing home).
okay, the following gonna be some random thoughts i have when i was thinking rationally just now. (yes. note there's always a difference)
i thought of this, the reason why i'm always down is partly becasue of this particular person. but come to think of it, i feel nothing for the one i see now. it's like, i'm just living in memories of this person who aint there. missing him and all the random shit. maybe because he is the first one whom i shared so much memories with and had given so much to. the one whom i gets so emo over is the one whom i used to sms throughout the night till the early moring. and afterwhich head for breakfast together. the one who never fails to make me laugh online with his random crap and silly icons on msn. also, the one who gave me so much memories during a movie. yes. initial d has always been special (:
all that's left now is just this person who only comes to me when he feels that he needs me.
why should i make myself so miserable when the one who caused you this misery dont even bother bout you. if he does, he wont be doing that to you. but yes, i admit i'm in the wrong also. in fact very wrong to have given in. maybe now, it's good. cause we no longer contact and talk.
so this sunday is his 21th bday.
at first, i still have the thought of getting him a key-pendant or something since 21th bday is thought to be something worth celebrating. but come to think of it, i'd better save the money to avoid starvation on last few days of the month.
heh.
:D
okay.
enough about my -thinking-rationally- talks.
i had this crazy thought on the 1hplus journey back just now.
i thought of making fri(if i dont have to work on sat) a chill-out day!
like the feeling of the quiet and peaceful environment in town during the wee hours. so much different from the usual crowded and noisy town in the day. little dose of alcohol and small talks will make the wee hours complete. :D
and i seem to feel kinda neutral towards smokers (females especially), partly because people at work smokes, people around me smokes.
hmm. and prolly because skl smells nicer than the usual marlboro. ( pau surely agrees with this ) :D
this could be bad.
but HEY! i'm still your very-girlnextdoor okay!
:D
goodnights/morning world.
it's coming to seven and i can hear the birds over here in chongpang chirping like nobody's business.
who says it's good to wake up to birds chirping on the tree?! heh, they should head over to my room and sleep for one night. prolly they'll understand how dreadful it is.
RARRRRRRRRRRRR!
