'can i say thanks to you..?'
'thanks for the watch and all the small things..'
'=))'


i dont know why. this three lines made me tear. i know you've moved on and is doing fine.
i am for now.
but maybe, you shouldnt bring up the past and have talks on how you cherish the watch or something.i dont like reminscing about the past. neither do i like to have these talks with you. cause it never fail to make my sky gloomy. (though it's only few minutes for now). gotta admit the meet up with the rest of them was awkward yesterday. especially with ck breaking the silence by asking why the both of us look as though we're strangers. maybe things are different now. i dont know what to talk to you about. but every now and then, i find myself laughing about the past. those talks we had at the voide deck. where you never fail to make fun of any pimple that you spot on my face/those new growth on my head which you call it 'pubic hair'. and how i always laugh at you for retaining in sec school and jc/eyebrow that's joining to form a letter 'M' . then, you'll give me this try-to-be-serious look and ask me to shut up. after you took your leave, i went around to pick up those shattered peices you broke on the ground ; alittle at a time. though it's not complete, prolly will never be complete. but i'm glad that at least for now, i know that those can only be thoughts that can only be added on to the numberous random thoughts i had when i'm on a long bus ride, or long walks.



suppose i need this getaway trip desperately.
to sum everything up.


i'm fine.


off to meet karwei and co.
heh.
they're enlisting next week.
hope everything goes on well for them ; as well as me.
=D

'can i say thanks to you..?'
'thanks for the watch and all the small things..'
'=))'


i dont know why. this three lines made me tear. i know you've moved on and is doing fine.
i am for now.
but maybe, you shouldnt bring up the past and have talks on how you cherish the watch or something.i dont like reminscing about the past. neither do i like to have these talks with you. cause it never fail to make my sky gloomy. (though it's only few minutes for now). gotta admit the meet up with the rest of them was awkward yesterday. especially with ck breaking the silence by asking why the both of us look as though we're strangers. maybe things are different now. i dont know what to talk to you about. but every now and then, i find myself laughing about the past. those talks we had at the voide deck. where you never fail to make fun of any pimple that you spot on my face/those new growth on my head which you call it 'pubic hair'. and how i always laugh at you for retaining in sec school and jc/eyebrow that's joining to form a letter 'M' . then, you'll give me this try-to-be-serious look and ask me to shut up. after you took your leave, i went around to pick up those shattered peices you broke on the ground ; alittle at a time. though it's not complete, prolly will never be complete. but i'm glad that at least for now, i know that those can only be thoughts that can only be added on to the numberous random thoughts i had when i'm on a long bus ride, or long walks.



suppose i need this getaway trip desperately.
to sum everything up.


i'm fine.


off to meet karwei and co.
heh.
they're enlisting next week.
hope everything goes on well for them ; as well as me.
=D