as you know, i'm good in talk-cocking and in general, smoking my way through. i've been smoking my way through since the first time i enter school. unfortunately, i got burnt during A's and landed myself in SIM )':. anyway, the point is, i was going through the science textbook with my tuition boy just now and he seems not convinced of what i've said. this really made me feel kinda guilty because that kid seems to be very stressed up with his school work and can this could be seen from the eye-ring on his eyes. all this adds on to the guilt that i've been feeling since lesson one with him.
so, i'm heading down to get the books tomorrow and try to see what kind of question they'll ask in tests/exams/whatever. do hope that i can help him lessen the workload that he's having now. as for the p6 girl, her prelims are here. but i suspect she's telling me a lie because everytime i ask her when is ehr prelim, she'll tell me 'dont know, teacher never say'. ZZZZ. she kind of lazy and i dont know what should i do! cause she's always postponing tuition. sigh. after beign a tutor, im sort of glad that NIE rejected me. i'm not cut out to be a teacher. i cant teach for godness sake. cause throughout the years, i've been smoking my way through and many a times, i cant give a clear and thorough explainantion for certain things or what. i'll usually write whatever shit that comes onto my mind. moreover, it takes really ALOT of responsibility to be a tutor. whatever it is, im determined to be a good tutor and make sure both that kid SHINE (:
school's starting and ive planned my timetable.
so the next few weeks i'll practically slack my way through.
(:
who says it's good that i work in a driving centre? cause zm and co always think im working in traffic police or what. super ZZZ. when xavier almost got his license suspended, i have to go up to counter to double check for him. next, they always ask me to open account for this and that and i dontknowwho. the worse part is, they always thought that opening of account is free (which is not) and ZZZZ. i feel like im doing charity work. not that im being fussy over this sort of thing or what. but it's like if you're my mind or what, i dont mind paying that couple of bucks to help you open account. but the problem is, quite a few are actually people that i dont even know. so sometimes it really feels like wtf!
okay nevermind about that. the part that i dont like is when your parents don't allow you to take up bike license, yet you insisted on taking it. so you seek help from me to hide your bike helmet and those protective covers. you may think that im creating a big fuss over this since it's just leaving all these inside the office. actually, the big wu-ha over this thing is, sometimes when im doing that, i feel guilty. your parents must have a reason for not allowing you to take up bike. now that i'm helping you, im sort of directly held responsible if something bad happens to you. maybe because i know some of you too well. the reason to get a bike is not because of transportation or what, it's because you guys want the thrill of speeding around the road. this is how risky! i dont know how to answer to your parents if you were to meet with an accident one day.
actually all these arises because wayne that fella fell from his bike or something and though nothing serious happened to him. it really scares the shit out of me. he dont have a bike license and i think he's really insane to risk his life like that.
SIGH
peace out
