i gave the whole thing a second thought and i questioned myself, am i childish to do that? the thought of ending things this way has never come across my mind. it hurts to do it. but is there any other way out?

i gave the whole thing a second thought and i questioned myself, am i childish to do that? the thought of ending things this way has never come across my mind. it hurts to do it. but is there any other way out?