hello!
thanks everyone for the greetings and well wishes on my birthday. im 20! nothing to be excited about and i dont really have any special feelings on turning 20. maybe turning 20 only symbolises greater responsibility and a step nearer to entring the working society.
it's way better being student.
people used to tell me, when you're 13, you'll hope that you'll turn 16 soon.
when you're 16, you'll hope that you'll turn 18. and you're 18. you hope that time stops there.
one more year into adulthood. one more year into legally stepping in to watch R21 shows. hmm. can you believe it?! time flies real fast. especially last year and this year. unknowingly, i've worked in cdc for 9months. be a tutor for 3 months.
like what this friend of mine told me. birthday is a day that you ought to celebrate with your parents. since they are the one who brought you into this family. i gotta thank my mum, for bringing me up and moulding me to who i am today. from young, i'm a child that's very problematic. when she's in labour, i stayed in her stomach for more than 9hours because my head refused to go down. when im born, i cry for food everyday. when im in kindergarten, i like to skip school and she has to bribe me to go to school with tidbits. stepping into primary school, she has to endure the trouble of adjusting the buckle of my belt due to my expanding waistline. and in sec school, i had to go through this backbone operation and she went down to hospital to accompany everyday. in sec three, im down with dengue fever and almost had internal bleeding because my platelets hit rock bottom. though she's not there because she's fighting against dengue fever as well in the next ward, but i know she's really worried about me. then, came year one when i really disappoint her when i retained. she didnt scold me and let me choose the path i want to take. during A's she shower me with constant care and concern. urging me to drink all the different type of essence available at home so i wont complain about being tired. when i got my results, i disappoint her again. but, she hold on to the faith that i know what im doing. i know she wont be reading this, but, mum, i really love you and thanks for all that you've done.
though i do not have lots of things my peers own. i do not have a asblessedlife as them. but, i;m very sure i've a wonderful supermum. :D given a chance, i will still want to be your daughter in my next life.
though you've only played a part in my life for approx ten years, i still gotta thank you for bringing me to earth. you've been a good dad for several years. i can still remember how you bought me a bicycle when i said i want it. i dont know where you're now, or maybe had already reincarnate. but, thanks for the few years of being a nice dad.
bday celebration with micho.huixuan.vivien.cherry yesterday. a nice one with fried ice cream and steamboat. it feels so good to meet up with them. thought we've not seen other for a year. the frequencey is still around and THANK YOU! :)
and, leonard, thank you for all the small things. :D
hmm.
like any other birthday, the three wishes i have this year are
- may the road ahead be a smooth one for me, with no obstacles
- to be REALLY happy for the year or years ahead.
and the third one is a bu neng shuo de mi mi.
HAAA.
okay.
i'll upload pictures some other days.
im very tired and a little sick today. im totally lost in my work and i really have lots of catching up to do.
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