im getting emotional these days. prolly due to the lack of sleep. i slept at three last night and find myself staring into space at 6plus this morning. im tired but that's just this thing around that prevents me from getting back to sleep.

lately, i tend to feel sorry for people easily. yesterday, i was at the market. i saw two old man washing bowls near the toilet. i dont know why it affects me that much. wondering to myself if they're married and if they have children. what's the story behind it? im not saying washing bowl is a bad thing or what. it's just the thought that they ought to be enjoying their golden years at home instead of doing such heavy chores which saddens me. im going to make sure i do a clean job while having meals next time. not of much help to lighten the burden of washing dishes. but i suppose that's the least i can do.


and i've just received my study package from london. i got a shock when i received it because it's 4.2kg and was delivered by this old man who's limping. it's funny how the thought of Eddie came to my mind at that instance. maybe im not cut out for reading, cause i read too much into the text. anyway, i feel sorry for him. to climbed three storeys up to my house. when he left, i took a short glance out of the window and saw him limping towards his car which is parked a good few metres away from my block.

i feel sorry for myself as well. for having random thoughts from time to time and ended up getting emotional over them.

and pau, i saw it!
like what they Blue Man said, -The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone-


i guess i need a shelter from all this.
so, bemyescape. will you?

im getting emotional these days. prolly due to the lack of sleep. i slept at three last night and find myself staring into space at 6plus this morning. im tired but that's just this thing around that prevents me from getting back to sleep.

lately, i tend to feel sorry for people easily. yesterday, i was at the market. i saw two old man washing bowls near the toilet. i dont know why it affects me that much. wondering to myself if they're married and if they have children. what's the story behind it? im not saying washing bowl is a bad thing or what. it's just the thought that they ought to be enjoying their golden years at home instead of doing such heavy chores which saddens me. im going to make sure i do a clean job while having meals next time. not of much help to lighten the burden of washing dishes. but i suppose that's the least i can do.


and i've just received my study package from london. i got a shock when i received it because it's 4.2kg and was delivered by this old man who's limping. it's funny how the thought of Eddie came to my mind at that instance. maybe im not cut out for reading, cause i read too much into the text. anyway, i feel sorry for him. to climbed three storeys up to my house. when he left, i took a short glance out of the window and saw him limping towards his car which is parked a good few metres away from my block.

i feel sorry for myself as well. for having random thoughts from time to time and ended up getting emotional over them.

and pau, i saw it!
like what they Blue Man said, -The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone-


i guess i need a shelter from all this.
so, bemyescape. will you?