if only there's an email address to God like what was shown in Bruce Almighty. then i'll type out the whole chunk of questions i want to ask and hopefully, get an answer.

been really emotional lately. wondering if it's because of the approaching Mense-Day. i tend to think alot these days. i've wrote here last year that i want to bring my mum to Underwater World since she didn't step into Sentosa for more than ten years. Promise aint meant to be broken. so i gotta make sure i fulfil it soon. don't you think parents are angels that's protecting us all day long? just that more often than not, they remain behind the curtains. Birth, Age, Sickness and Death are part and parcel of life. They are going to leave us one day. Maybe instead of worrying about regrets when they're gone, why dont we make sure we do not have any in the first place. that's the least we can do.


there's this thing about me that i loathe. i tend to focus alot on the past and in the proces of doing so, forgone what's standing right in front of me. when i look back and think about it, i'll start to waste another few days, weeks, months or even years to think about it. so while doing that, i lose more than i reap (if ever there's anything that can be reaped). the cycle goes on. i know this bad habit of mine from the start. but i simply cant get rid of that. i reckon to do that, i gotta find the different pieces lying around and bring back the respect i ought to have. as to how am i going to do that? i aint too sure myself.

you know it's time like this when you feel that you really need this wonderwall to be around.

oh well, what am i saying tonight.
i thought it looks grey tonight.

-let's exchange role for a day

if only there's an email address to God like what was shown in Bruce Almighty. then i'll type out the whole chunk of questions i want to ask and hopefully, get an answer.

been really emotional lately. wondering if it's because of the approaching Mense-Day. i tend to think alot these days. i've wrote here last year that i want to bring my mum to Underwater World since she didn't step into Sentosa for more than ten years. Promise aint meant to be broken. so i gotta make sure i fulfil it soon. don't you think parents are angels that's protecting us all day long? just that more often than not, they remain behind the curtains. Birth, Age, Sickness and Death are part and parcel of life. They are going to leave us one day. Maybe instead of worrying about regrets when they're gone, why dont we make sure we do not have any in the first place. that's the least we can do.


there's this thing about me that i loathe. i tend to focus alot on the past and in the proces of doing so, forgone what's standing right in front of me. when i look back and think about it, i'll start to waste another few days, weeks, months or even years to think about it. so while doing that, i lose more than i reap (if ever there's anything that can be reaped). the cycle goes on. i know this bad habit of mine from the start. but i simply cant get rid of that. i reckon to do that, i gotta find the different pieces lying around and bring back the respect i ought to have. as to how am i going to do that? i aint too sure myself.

you know it's time like this when you feel that you really need this wonderwall to be around.

oh well, what am i saying tonight.
i thought it looks grey tonight.

-let's exchange role for a day