cause im scared to look back.

chatted to jerry for quite some time just now. cant remember when was the last time that i chatted to someone for so long over the phone.
maybe we got too used to chatting online, that's why phonecalls became so ---.
but, certain words and feelings are better expressed through phonecall isn't it? mmmh. or is it only me? since i always cant find the right words to say.

i think we became more appreciative of what we have now after the trip and it can be good ; can be bad. hah.

these days, i keep thinking about an imaginary person who doesnt exist anymore.
suppose it's better not to do anything about it. i dont have the courage/am too afraid to face it anyway.

talking about friends. im glad to have the few very-nice-ones around. (: haven't been seeing micho for a LONG TIME. been close to 2months i think? i miss chalet. i enjoy chatting on the beach on late nights and looking out for that three stars in the sky. it feels comfortable to have her by my side. doesnt matter if we were to remain silent throughout, i guess the accompany is more than enough. and pau's apple crumble taste good that day. it's something you can never buy with money. because it's one that's packed with sincerity and friendship.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K0Wl41pHQls

a sucidal letter.
i feel so --- after watching it. especially the last part. if we show more care and concern to the people around you. life will be maybe slightly better for them - and yourself. a friendly smile or hello doesnt take up a lot of your time, but it could mean alot to others. so let's be nice to people around you and not be bias towards them. there's always a story behind it, so we'll try to put ourselves in their shoes ya?


i think i miss late night outing to the beach - alot. do you?
alright, i will head there soon.
we need a closure to it. dont we?

cause im scared to look back.

chatted to jerry for quite some time just now. cant remember when was the last time that i chatted to someone for so long over the phone.
maybe we got too used to chatting online, that's why phonecalls became so ---.
but, certain words and feelings are better expressed through phonecall isn't it? mmmh. or is it only me? since i always cant find the right words to say.

i think we became more appreciative of what we have now after the trip and it can be good ; can be bad. hah.

these days, i keep thinking about an imaginary person who doesnt exist anymore.
suppose it's better not to do anything about it. i dont have the courage/am too afraid to face it anyway.

talking about friends. im glad to have the few very-nice-ones around. (: haven't been seeing micho for a LONG TIME. been close to 2months i think? i miss chalet. i enjoy chatting on the beach on late nights and looking out for that three stars in the sky. it feels comfortable to have her by my side. doesnt matter if we were to remain silent throughout, i guess the accompany is more than enough. and pau's apple crumble taste good that day. it's something you can never buy with money. because it's one that's packed with sincerity and friendship.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K0Wl41pHQls

a sucidal letter.
i feel so --- after watching it. especially the last part. if we show more care and concern to the people around you. life will be maybe slightly better for them - and yourself. a friendly smile or hello doesnt take up a lot of your time, but it could mean alot to others. so let's be nice to people around you and not be bias towards them. there's always a story behind it, so we'll try to put ourselves in their shoes ya?


i think i miss late night outing to the beach - alot. do you?
alright, i will head there soon.
we need a closure to it. dont we?