what to do?
sigh. been thinking about this for a long time.
should i change to part-time-studies next year? because i can work in the day and save up for my insurance module. so, once i hit 21, i can take up the modules and be freelance insurance agent.
at 21, it's the point of time when people starts to get savings plan. you'll start saving by paying maybe $85 per months for 5/6 years. at the end of that 6years, what you got back in return is actually a few thousands more than what you've actually aved throughout the years. and thinking through, when you received the sum of money, you're prolly 26/27. so it comes in handy for marriage-use or maybe to get a car or something. if we didnt save right from the start, at the end of that few years, you'll realise you didnt really save what you've earned.
it's just like studying. if you know that nothing will happen to you if you fail your test, you'll prolly just let it be and dont bother about the test. however, if someone tells you that you'll lose something (important) if you failed the test, it sort of spurs you on to doing well for it.
i guess i gotta keep reminding myself that.
a leopard can never change its spot.
i gotta set my heart into making it right. then again, i'm VERY fickleminded and has extremely low EQ. i believe none has as little control over their emotions as compared to me.
sometimes i wonder what's happening. i used to be very strong when i'm young. as i grew older, my emotions over-rule my mind and ...
for now, i gotta work hard and screw my bio clock back to what it's supposed to be. i'll go to bed at 5am and wake up at 3pm.
no more heartache and heartbreak for me pls.
im left with less than a quarter now.
-ipray.
