half the day was spent youtub-ing with my mum. i'm going to teach her how to surf youtube soon. i'm immune to oldies already. actually some of the songs repeating in my playlist are oldies. and i'm most likely going to Li Mao Shan and Lin Shu Rong concert with her. if not she'll have to go alone. what's the point of attending if you're going alone right. anyway, their 无言的结局 is one of songs i'll sing when we're kboxing. but hmm. usually the rest will roll their eyes when i choose that song. it's nice okay! go listen to the lyrics. there's something about the lyrics of oldies - be it english. chinese or hokkien song.
i like it when mum comes back early from work. i'll google some of of her favourite oldies and we sit down together to watch/listen. come june when i start work, we prolly won't be seeing each other that often. by the time im back from work, she will be off to my grandma's place. ):
Story Of The Year // The Black Swan
prolly one of the best album from soty.
if you like hawthorne heights, you'll most likely like this.
there's something about deathcabforcutie. your first impression of their album will usually be notthatgood. after listening to it for a few times, you'll grow to like it. okay. maybe not all the songs. 'cath', 'long divison' and 'your new twin sized bed'. few of the better ones in Narrow Stairs.
sometimes i think i brought it upon myself. 80% of songs in my playlist are sad songs. talking about sad songs, Oasis's album gonna be out soon. hmm.
What's happiness?
to me, it's something that gonna fade away. just a matter of how fast or slow. momentary happiness. that's why im never really happy. cause im always negative, thinking happiness gonna collapse one day. when it collapsed, you gotta learn how to start climbing again. maybe to some, this is a form of illness. i guess im full of illness. oh i thought of zhang zheng yue's song.
我的思念是一種病 久久不能痊癒.
okay. that's happiness regarding mattersoftheheart.
happiness is more than that. maybe we should stop indulging in good food and material wants for the next one week. donate the money to those in needs. you'll prolly feel happier that way. let's see how next month goes. initially i was still thinking of going to shop for some stuff when i get my salary next month. cause the last time i went shopping was, urm. last year? but i'd better think twice. and, i might consider converting my studies from full time to part time next year. get a full time job in the day and study at night. in that way, mum can quit her job and her dream of shaking leg at home can come true. and maybe i won't have time to think so much also. sometimes thoughts are the one that murdered you.
BUT . . . yah. see how it goes.
also, what is wrong with livejournal? just now i typed a wrong chunk of thing and the page just freezed and yah, it's frozen now. later i'll just off the switch if it refuse to cooperate with me. ZZZZZ
im going to aunt's place already. hmm. i'm still very paranoid of sleeping on a single size bed. maybe i should force people to bunk in with me today.
