so we chatted over taohuay and taohuay-zui today. no chivas, jackdaniel or blacklabel like the past. just felt that something or maybe someone is lacking. the other day when man u won the title. i ko-ed early. when i woke up, i saw benjamin's msg. 'glory glory man utd'. somehow i'd hope to see ur name among that six messages. but anyway, that's not the point.

we talked about feelings. we talked about trips. we talked about incest.
we've some free tickets to kelong in msia and i want to go! with two cousins and three of our common friends. but if my mum knows, she'll slaughter me. the other time when i went vietnam, she almost explode. that was three. now it's five. but i dont understand. not like im pretty with hot bod or what. even if i want, i think they'll just puke into my face and walk away. so what's there to worry? anyway, i know i'll eventually not go cause i hate to do things that i know mum dislikes.

and i was telling them how my dream guy looks like. 170-175cm, a little chubby. talkative. humorous. click well with me. soccer player. will be good if he's a lfc fan( they says this will narrow the population down by half). so the person who fits into this is my cousin. though he smokes super alot. drinks alot. he's still very much your niceboynextdoor. smoking and drinking not really of an issue right? what's more, he's younger than me. the other time we went to calculate something and they said my other half will be younger than me. so yes.

i got tired of older people already. for more than half a decade, thoughts of older people haunt me, from sec sch till now. maybe i've a thing for the four digits, 1986 or man utd fan.
i always think that it's impossible to start from friends. like, if it's possible, it would have been possible a long time ago, blah blah blah. they laughed at me for being stupid and commented that i might as well say im the kind who's into love at first sight. after pausing for a few seconds. i realise it's the truth. unknowingly i like llzj when i dont even know him. just know that one fine day in ruth block, i saw kohjunjie sitting with weixiong and co and this person caught my attention. i didnt even know he exist until that day. and yah, blame it on kohjunjie. him and his ideas. blame it on that umbrella he's standing under. (dont need ella - ella - ella as sound effect).

next, it was the table outside entrepreneur shop. dont know who is the person who placed it there. maybe if it wasn't there in the first place, i wont see the person who's sitting on it in such a -------- manner, buying uniform. oh and gotta blame cherry and my jaychou obsession. BLAME IT ON IRC. and p[]RnStAr, #yjc channel and 'cute is the in thing now' conversation, late night maggie mee, evo talk in the library,etc. yah. blame it on everything except me. im such a puss today. if alex didnt change class to 109, maybe i'll take f maths for As. to think of it. im such a gei gei person. im supposed to be in 108. but after my reasoning with mrs kuan, i ended up in 109. maybe it's a wrong way on a one way track right from the start. but idontknow. i think if given a chance to go through it again, i'll still pretend to chat to you like i dont know you when i actually do. )'''"""": feelings are hard to explain. it ripped you into bits and pieces, but given a choice, you'll want to go through it again. sigh. i foresee myself throwing stones into the sea during the countdown this year.

hmm. i typed so much today. pau's coffee is really powerful. more powerful than the usual kopi-o-gao i drank. i think i need to have an affair with anthony giddens now. else i'll die a roasted pig.
oh but my lover just msg-ed me and asked if i wanna go cck to catch prawns. 5 am already. prawns dont need to sleep is it?

so we chatted over taohuay and taohuay-zui today. no chivas, jackdaniel or blacklabel like the past. just felt that something or maybe someone is lacking. the other day when man u won the title. i ko-ed early. when i woke up, i saw benjamin's msg. 'glory glory man utd'. somehow i'd hope to see ur name among that six messages. but anyway, that's not the point.

we talked about feelings. we talked about trips. we talked about incest.
we've some free tickets to kelong in msia and i want to go! with two cousins and three of our common friends. but if my mum knows, she'll slaughter me. the other time when i went vietnam, she almost explode. that was three. now it's five. but i dont understand. not like im pretty with hot bod or what. even if i want, i think they'll just puke into my face and walk away. so what's there to worry? anyway, i know i'll eventually not go cause i hate to do things that i know mum dislikes.

and i was telling them how my dream guy looks like. 170-175cm, a little chubby. talkative. humorous. click well with me. soccer player. will be good if he's a lfc fan( they says this will narrow the population down by half). so the person who fits into this is my cousin. though he smokes super alot. drinks alot. he's still very much your niceboynextdoor. smoking and drinking not really of an issue right? what's more, he's younger than me. the other time we went to calculate something and they said my other half will be younger than me. so yes.

i got tired of older people already. for more than half a decade, thoughts of older people haunt me, from sec sch till now. maybe i've a thing for the four digits, 1986 or man utd fan.
i always think that it's impossible to start from friends. like, if it's possible, it would have been possible a long time ago, blah blah blah. they laughed at me for being stupid and commented that i might as well say im the kind who's into love at first sight. after pausing for a few seconds. i realise it's the truth. unknowingly i like llzj when i dont even know him. just know that one fine day in ruth block, i saw kohjunjie sitting with weixiong and co and this person caught my attention. i didnt even know he exist until that day. and yah, blame it on kohjunjie. him and his ideas. blame it on that umbrella he's standing under. (dont need ella - ella - ella as sound effect).

next, it was the table outside entrepreneur shop. dont know who is the person who placed it there. maybe if it wasn't there in the first place, i wont see the person who's sitting on it in such a -------- manner, buying uniform. oh and gotta blame cherry and my jaychou obsession. BLAME IT ON IRC. and p[]RnStAr, #yjc channel and 'cute is the in thing now' conversation, late night maggie mee, evo talk in the library,etc. yah. blame it on everything except me. im such a puss today. if alex didnt change class to 109, maybe i'll take f maths for As. to think of it. im such a gei gei person. im supposed to be in 108. but after my reasoning with mrs kuan, i ended up in 109. maybe it's a wrong way on a one way track right from the start. but idontknow. i think if given a chance to go through it again, i'll still pretend to chat to you like i dont know you when i actually do. )'''"""": feelings are hard to explain. it ripped you into bits and pieces, but given a choice, you'll want to go through it again. sigh. i foresee myself throwing stones into the sea during the countdown this year.

hmm. i typed so much today. pau's coffee is really powerful. more powerful than the usual kopi-o-gao i drank. i think i need to have an affair with anthony giddens now. else i'll die a roasted pig.
oh but my lover just msg-ed me and asked if i wanna go cck to catch prawns. 5 am already. prawns dont need to sleep is it?