starting afresh probably means not to see,hear,speak or feel things that used to matter or still, but not anymore. and probably the reason to pretend not to see, hear, feel, or talk is not because im unfriendly or hostile. maybe it's because of awkwardness, bruise, uneasiness, haunting-s, thoughts-invasion, troubled, unsettled, discomposure or to sum up everything, i cannot promise myself i wont fall for you again.
you dropped into a hole, you gotta know how to get out of it ; yourself. for no amount of people/help is useful if you refuse to move an inch. i thought it's crazy to be merely swinging my body from left to right without moving my legs. enclosed in an area with mud/sand that's few feet high around and all that i can see is the small piece of sky on top of me for a good half a decade. good that that i've stored enough fats over the years, else i might starve to death inside. i told myself im coming out ; alive. and for real. without the help of sticks, ropes or anything i can think of. cause im going to climb my way out ; on my own.
anyway, thanks for all the help rendered over the years. really appreciate it. and i love one and all for that.


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eh. lame. fbook addict.
hah. anyway, im moving to livejournal. for real also. update soon. time to be hip.
/quote blogspot is for sec sch ah lians.
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starting afresh probably means not to see,hear,speak or feel things that used to matter or still, but not anymore. and probably the reason to pretend not to see, hear, feel, or talk is not because im unfriendly or hostile. maybe it's because of awkwardness, bruise, uneasiness, haunting-s, thoughts-invasion, troubled, unsettled, discomposure or to sum up everything, i cannot promise myself i wont fall for you again.
you dropped into a hole, you gotta know how to get out of it ; yourself. for no amount of people/help is useful if you refuse to move an inch. i thought it's crazy to be merely swinging my body from left to right without moving my legs. enclosed in an area with mud/sand that's few feet high around and all that i can see is the small piece of sky on top of me for a good half a decade. good that that i've stored enough fats over the years, else i might starve to death inside. i told myself im coming out ; alive. and for real. without the help of sticks, ropes or anything i can think of. cause im going to climb my way out ; on my own.
anyway, thanks for all the help rendered over the years. really appreciate it. and i love one and all for that.


Like. Dislike. Comment.
eh. lame. fbook addict.
hah. anyway, im moving to livejournal. for real also. update soon. time to be hip.
/quote blogspot is for sec sch ah lians.
dislike!