it's really sad that things turned out this way,
not that i didnt put in effort.
i started revising earlier this year because i know the units im taking are alot tougher.
but having 4 papers in 2 days is really no joke. and out of the that four units, 2.5 units are very heavy on theory. you know, i did read up prior to that. but i've so many units on hand and with 10hours in between, it's impossible for me to recap them all. i got so tired when it comes to the forth paper. im literally seeing double images cause i had insomnia the night before. i got home feeling depressed, lethargic and hungry. then mum told me she cooked and it's my favourite dish. you have no idea how hard i tried to control the tears. she just had a change of job and i know that she's not happy there. not that the people there are nasty, but definitely not nice either. no matter what happens, she always make us her top concern. when you talk about true, unconditional love, i suppose this is it. i felt really bad and im disappointed with with myself. im really scared of the outcome.

it's really sad that things turned out this way,
not that i didnt put in effort.
i started revising earlier this year because i know the units im taking are alot tougher.
but having 4 papers in 2 days is really no joke. and out of the that four units, 2.5 units are very heavy on theory. you know, i did read up prior to that. but i've so many units on hand and with 10hours in between, it's impossible for me to recap them all. i got so tired when it comes to the forth paper. im literally seeing double images cause i had insomnia the night before. i got home feeling depressed, lethargic and hungry. then mum told me she cooked and it's my favourite dish. you have no idea how hard i tried to control the tears. she just had a change of job and i know that she's not happy there. not that the people there are nasty, but definitely not nice either. no matter what happens, she always make us her top concern. when you talk about true, unconditional love, i suppose this is it. i felt really bad and im disappointed with with myself. im really scared of the outcome.