so it's one o clock in the morning and im still surfing around for interesting things.
not anything dirty that comes to your mind okay!

somehow there's just a hundred and one things to look at.
one moment you'll check out the airfares.
the next moment, you start to check out cool android apps.

and before you know it, you start to download random things here and there.

well, maybe i just dont want weekends to pass that fast.
tuition tomorrow, back home, nap, wake up, dinner, sleep.

so routine ah.


probabaly it's also at a time like this that i start to think of the random events that took place.
like, how things might be different if i chose to take a different path then.


losing a friend/colleague like A is a pretty sad thing.
K always say that i have given up on a lot of things cause of J and it's not worth it. and losing A cause of J is one of the worst.

ah. but i dont know.
things happened for a reason maybe? if i chose to stay put, then maybe i might be asking myself why i didnt give myself/us a chance.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

not that im emo-ing.

i think im just a lonely soul.
even when i have (had) someone around back then.


maybe i just want to have a soul mate.
it feels good to have someone whom you can complain about everything. from the morning peak hour train, to the irritating people at work or even the strain of hair which is stucked in your bra and you feel so itchy/uncomfortable but cant do much (like, to pull it out?) cause you're on the train.
and through it all, he wont take my soul away.

oh well


sounds so impossible.


hurhurhur

so it's one o clock in the morning and im still surfing around for interesting things.
not anything dirty that comes to your mind okay!

somehow there's just a hundred and one things to look at.
one moment you'll check out the airfares.
the next moment, you start to check out cool android apps.

and before you know it, you start to download random things here and there.

well, maybe i just dont want weekends to pass that fast.
tuition tomorrow, back home, nap, wake up, dinner, sleep.

so routine ah.


probabaly it's also at a time like this that i start to think of the random events that took place.
like, how things might be different if i chose to take a different path then.


losing a friend/colleague like A is a pretty sad thing.
K always say that i have given up on a lot of things cause of J and it's not worth it. and losing A cause of J is one of the worst.

ah. but i dont know.
things happened for a reason maybe? if i chose to stay put, then maybe i might be asking myself why i didnt give myself/us a chance.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

not that im emo-ing.

i think im just a lonely soul.
even when i have (had) someone around back then.


maybe i just want to have a soul mate.
it feels good to have someone whom you can complain about everything. from the morning peak hour train, to the irritating people at work or even the strain of hair which is stucked in your bra and you feel so itchy/uncomfortable but cant do much (like, to pull it out?) cause you're on the train.
and through it all, he wont take my soul away.

oh well


sounds so impossible.


hurhurhur